Why am I bothering?
Sep. 3rd, 2003 06:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
anigoWhy am I bothering to get up in the morning for this stupid class? I mean it's going to be another 10 years before I get a degree, and then I'll be 45 and I'll have a BBA, woohoo. Isn't that exciting. Bah.
And Why am I bothering to even try to loose weight. I weight and measure and count calories and exercise and Bah. Nothing. If anything I gain weight. And don't tell me it's muscle. I don't really care what it is, it's not making my clothes fit any better. It's not making me 21 again. Bah.
Actually, not bah. The word for today is Fuck.
Too much bother.
And Why am I bothering to even try to loose weight. I weight and measure and count calories and exercise and Bah. Nothing. If anything I gain weight. And don't tell me it's muscle. I don't really care what it is, it's not making my clothes fit any better. It's not making me 21 again. Bah.
Actually, not bah. The word for today is Fuck.
Too much bother.
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Date: 2003-09-03 05:59 am (UTC)Because you are advancing yourself.
Because secretly you like the pain.
LOVE YOU!