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anigoHad a bath last night (yes, i'm not smelly any more) and had the candles and music off in the distance and all, and just let go. It sounds hokey now typing about it, but it worked. I said it was time to stop self focusing and start being more aware about things around me. I tried magic for my friend Greg who's trying to get a better job, and allowed myself a few minutes of Tag, because I'm not beating myself up any more, and setting absolutes only leads to failure, so s'all good. I could actually feel little people around me as I became more aware of outside instead of inside. Even talking about it is feeling a bit too self aware, but I'm not beating myself up about that either, so there.
We won soccer last night. Fun team - though some of the parents are a bit overbearing. Ah well. They can take over whenever their little hearts desire. I can see one little girl becomming a real problem. Very agressive, somewhat large in stature, and spoiled. Always wants to be centre, and guaranteed to make at least one kid cry before the evening's out. Hey, and another thing. I intentionally took a left out of the parking lot of the ice cream store into busy traffic yesterday. Nobody honked, nobody died, and I didn't even need to practice deep breathing! YAY ME!
Off to breakfast on the patio and then to work for a couple of hours.
I am *SO* going to have to learn the names of songs I listen to so I can put the proper name in "current music"
We won soccer last night. Fun team - though some of the parents are a bit overbearing. Ah well. They can take over whenever their little hearts desire. I can see one little girl becomming a real problem. Very agressive, somewhat large in stature, and spoiled. Always wants to be centre, and guaranteed to make at least one kid cry before the evening's out. Hey, and another thing. I intentionally took a left out of the parking lot of the ice cream store into busy traffic yesterday. Nobody honked, nobody died, and I didn't even need to practice deep breathing! YAY ME!
Off to breakfast on the patio and then to work for a couple of hours.
I am *SO* going to have to learn the names of songs I listen to so I can put the proper name in "current music"
