Tired

[anigo]

I'm tired. I'm tired and confused and I just want to hide under the bed.

Somebody fire bombed a Jewish school in Montreal. People, THAT'S JUST WRONG! STOP IT. Those four men in Falluja. The pictures... (shudder) I don't pretend to understand the reasoning behind it. I should, but I don't. What I do understand is PEOPLE NEED TO SMARTEN UP! And Spain. "Extremests threaten to turn Spain into an Inferno" STOP IT!!! I know it sounds all... what, trivializing, and again, I know there's history and reasons and stuff, but FOR GOD SAKE, STOP FIGHTING EACH OTHER. PUT DOWN YOUR GOD DAMNED RESENTMENT AND GET THE HELL OVER IT AND JUST FUCKING PLAY NICE. And if you can't play nice, then... just don't fucking play together. Agree to disagree and go play in your own yard. Quit poking each other with sticks.

I'm tired and I'm stressed out.

I want school to be over (yes more whinging about school.. and I know it's my own fault.) I want there to NOT be snow on the ground, as opposed to the inch that I woke up to this morning. I want there to be supper on the table when I get home from work when others in my household have had the day off. Hell, I want those others to cut me some fricking slack every once in a while. When I say I'm feeling overwhelmed that should be a sign that you humour me a bit.. but I digress.

I want to have money left over 3 days after pay day. I want to go sailing and know that for 2 hours I don't have to worry about school, or Dick, or work or anything. For 2 hours I can focus solely on the task at hand and not be interrupted by the phone.

I want people in my life to stop having alterior motives. And holding grudges and... Just get along too.



If anybody needs me, I'm going to be here under this fleece blankie, eating junk food and watching reruns of gilligan's island.