Dreaming again

Last night I had a dream that I went back to work at that old job again. You know the dream, the one I haven't had for years, the one that I used to dream ALL the time when I had when I first got promoted to Account Manager, and kept having until I made Director. The one that I've psychoanalyzed to death to conclude that I have it because I figure I'm over my head.

Yeah, I had it again last night.

The thing is, I don't actually think I'm over my head in my current role. I got this. Not only do I got this, I could do it with my eyes closed. But my current boss has a bit of a challenge with providing direction. I am great at doing what I think is right, and I'm also great at doing what others tell me to do, but my boss isn't telling me what to do and when I do what I think is right, I either get no response or I get pouty seven year old girl, one word responses that seem to indicate I've displeased him.

Whaddevah.

I am currently on the phone waiting for him to start a meeting. He is habitually late, and it's not unusual for him to not bother to show up at all.

And I couldn't fecking care less right now.

Or I thought I couldn't. My dreams seem to indicate differently.