School Eve

Listen, do you hear it? Tentative silence... probably not. Probably be interrupted by child that *SHOULD* be in bed, but is having a hard time settling.

I'm all strung out for some reason. And school hasn't even started yet. For some reason I'm dreading it terribly. Just the thought of negotiating traffic is giving me an ulcer, let alone taking the classes.

Just a sec, I hear a child jumping. This would mean that said child is not in bed.

Yes, said child was practicing hand stands/flips on the bed. Said child is now under the covers... but for how long?

So, school. I don't know why it's got me so stressed. Was it because last term sucked so bad? I'm done with economics... wait, said child is up again...

... and sent back to bed...

Child has school in the morning too. Am I stressed because I have to get both of us ready to go in the morning. It's funny, the thought of having to go to school in the morning for an hour and a half, work for 8 hours and then go to school for another 2 and a half hours doesn't bother me in the least. (this is my wednesday schedule for the next 3 months) but this morning class has got me absolutely stressed. Is it because it's Accounting and I sucked so bad at accounting in Vocational school 14 years ago? That was 14 years ago! I was a different person. I didn't give a fig. I can do this... I know I can, and not only that, I've done it before, so it's just like a refresher course.

Some of it might be because it's a day class as opposed to a night class and everybody's going to be 18 and firm and unwrinkled. Yeah, that's a bit unnerving.

Christ and bedammed. I just want today to be Thursday.

Back later for more rambling...

Gonna go snuggle said wound up child.

...who's up again.